Well, things just are not working in the right direction. I need to figure out what the heck I am planning on doing with my life, I am 25 years old and still not decided. I did get an offer today to write editiorals for a local magazine. I just need to write up some things and submit them to the owner. That may be fun. I am also thinking about returning to school. I just don’t know for what yet. I feel like I am late for something. :-) I just don’t know what. I wish I could just figure it out already.
I do know alot about where I don’t want to be. The hardest thing to understand is why some of the people that are there are there. You know? Floundering. For instance, I have this old friend, well, they really were just an acquaintance, and now she and her husband are staying with a friend, working part time jobs at like BurgerKing. They seem ok with it, they know it sucks, being broke, not even striving for anything higher, but that is where they are. It is very sad to see that, I just dont understand how people can just give up… well, I guess I can, I have been there, I gave up for a while, dated a guy that I knew was going no where, and that would take me with him, but lucky for me I have a great mom that while she was angry at me for the decisions I was making, she still took me back whenever I realized I needed a change, and I did that to her a few times with that guy in Louisiana, :-( But she always took me in, helped me get to the next step.
Even though her and I dont talk much anymore, it is still nice to know she cares, one of these days she will accept Joseph and the fact that he is not the loser she perceives him as. He is a hard working, honest, great man. Heck, he just got the title of sales manager/purchaser at work along with another dollar raise a few months back. He treats me like gold, and never stops encouraging me to go farther, be it school, a new career, etc.
But anyway, that is my confession of the week, life is great, but I need to make it better, I need to do some sould searching and decided if I want to go back to school or what…..
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